I Am: super emotional, caring, sexy, loving and not like any one else.

I Want: to have an apartment and be loved by someone who loves me just as much.

I Have: a wonderful daughter, an amazing boyfriend, another child on the way and I have to hang out with my friends more often.

I Wish: I could have my own place, get married someday and figure out what I want to do with my life.

I Hate: people who are full of themselves and think they are better than you. We all eat sleep and shit, get over it.

I Fear: that I will lose everything I love and not have them there when I need them.

I Hear: my subconscious telling me things that aren't real, then I end up making a big deal over them.

I Search: for true love, happiness, peace within myself and happiness for my family.

I Wonder: if things are really worth the time and effort put forth by me and what people truly think about me.

I Love: laying skin on skin with him, caressing his contours, kissing him, pleasing him, being everything he needs and just having them there to love me.

I Ache: to be treated like a goddess, even for just one day.

I Always: think of others before myself, apologize if I get angry, upset or yell and I tend to cry over every little thing.

I Usually: never say no when it comes to helping others, am there for the people who need me and express my love to the ones I truly love.

I Am Not: fake, perfect, normal and happy all the time, espically not happy all the time.

I Dance: very rarely, but love to, espically like a fool.

I Sing: in the car and when I feel like being a dork.

I Never: mean to hurt you, it just ends up happening, sorry.

I Rarely: go out and do anything "fun", I perfer to be with my love.

I Cry: over the miniscule things, always.

I Am Not Always: able to speak what is on my mind, I have a hard time doing so.

I Lose: sense of reality when I get to analyzing every little aspect of everything.

I Am Confused: about how things are supposed to feel and when things will start to come back to me.

I Need: to be loved as much as I love, to be held when I am down, a little help even though I cannot always bring myself to ask for it.

I Should: stop criticizing myself so much and believe it when people tell me I am beautiful, smart and a good person, but I won't.